i've come to learn that anything i try to do out of my own willpower is meaningless.

serve, love, rebuke, criticize.

and the most i can do now is pray. pray that the same thing that happened to me won't happen to you. pray that somewhere beneath the messiness of what i know you can be.. in fact, what we all are, is the Spirit of God moving so strongly that we can't help but follow Him.

bitterness will not have a reign on me.


sigh.. i hope this doesn't turn into apathy ><