and it feels like these past three days were just a dream.
my eyes are puffy, but i'm not sure why
maybe it just doesn't feel real yet
sometimes, it feels like i've stumbled through the last four years of life. from that first summer camp... through mountains, valleys, rivers, raging floods, gentle streams, til now. someone who's known joy, known tragedy, know what it feels like to be part of a Family, or away from one.. all part of catching a glimpse of His face.
but now, it feels like You found me somehow. i always thought i stumbled upon redemption... but maybe Redemption finally found me.
thanks for looking for me, Dad.
i'm off to summer camp in a few hours, feeling like it's a closing on my high school years. you leave the same way you come in; for me, it was that lobby at NIU. where i first shared a bible with you, when you just thought i was some ditzy girl :P where i first met you, loser. where i first realized that... this type of love is different. where i first found that feeling of home.
and it's that home that doesn't change. home is where the heart is.. and my heart is resting near Your Throne, Dad. slightly battered, slightly bruised - but made new again in Your hands.
i'm feeling overwhelm-y blessed right now. and i think i'm finally excited for camp.
we're going down, down in an earlier round
and sugar we're going down swinging
oooo... pretty :) congrats once again to mr. and mrs. wu!
hello mr. salmon... too bad you ended up in my tummy.
then for the past week.. i was in williamsburg, VA for my little brother's US Kids Golf World Championship.
look, there he is, putting away :D
there were also a lot of pineapples in virginia... many, many pineapples.
*shakes head vigorously*
.. *hugs coffeecup*
then... we traveled through time! (aka went through a tunnel) to visit Jamestown, Yorktown (the battle fields), and colonial Williamsburg.
then to Washington DC after my brother's tournament was over, and to the National Air and Space museum. (this is my background right now) sigh. if i had wings...
the spiriling galaxy looks like my thoughts from the entire trip... which included chess, God's kingdom, callings, future/college/majors, smoking, airports, lakes, and the various.. i should go get a new sketchbook to write them all down in.
all in all, it's been a pretty eventful past week... and while it's nice being by myself for a bit, i need to learn to seek company in the form of people again. maybe i'll go outside today...