4.06.2005
didn't You see?
David Crowder Band - All I Can Say
and it's becoming harder to check my email because i'm so scared and the words from the past week keep repeating in my head cutting through my heart and i feel like i've failed you and i've failed You and that i can never be good enough and this being honest and vulnerable business is tiring and it's not enough and it's never enough and i can't stop just to rest because there's always more to do or something more to say and i'm just so tired of pettiness of high school and people and just being and
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i guess that's all i can say.
i need You
and it's becoming harder to check my email because i'm so scared and the words from the past week keep repeating in my head cutting through my heart and i feel like i've failed you and i've failed You and that i can never be good enough and this being honest and vulnerable business is tiring and it's not enough and it's never enough and i can't stop just to rest because there's always more to do or something more to say and i'm just so tired of pettiness of high school and people and just being and
.
.
.
i guess that's all i can say.
i need You
she scribbled in black @ 11:34 PM 
