please take away my life, when i don't have the strength
to give it away to You..


i think i've been as ... __ as i've been lately because i've stopped being angry. angry at how things are, angry with wanting things to be better, by not settling, by being okay with half baked ideas and ministries.


i've never swam the deepest ocean
but i've walked upon the raging sea...


when did it even happen? the lies i started to believe... this is how things are. you can't change it. your God can't change it. it's harder feeling victorious on this side of heaven. it's harder feeling like sin is defeated when it still wages war with your soul on a daily basis.


nothing compares to the greatness of knowing You, Lord...


things aren't the way they're supposed to be.
how foolish am i.



when i climb down the mountain, and get back to my life
i won't settle for ordinary things...