... it make me sick to the point where I felt suffocated in falling deeper and deeper into this world of junk that I felt overheated and ran into the bathroom to stick my head under the cold faucet and try to breathe.
....... only to feel guilty that I was wasting water where halfway across the world there is a shortage of clean water.
guilt is from satan.
conviction is from God.
.... hope is from God.
(now if i only believed that more).