i was thinking the other day,
that i'd really like to live near a large body of water when i grow up.
there's something about sunrises and sunsets that give a person more precision in a blurry lifestyles we live today.

but that's so relative... isn't it? the concept of growing up. are we there? am i there? am i there as i sit here, wondering if things are changed, fixed, grown up from the past? wondering if God's really been healing and forgiving all of this stench and baggage i lug around?




i like sunsets and sunrises.
but sometimes i think i'm stuck between those beginnings and ends.