i think i have a hard time letting go of people in my past. people i should've kept better contact with, people i should've kept better tabs on, hung out with more, talked to more. mostly people from my high school. mostly people i've known for decades.
i think i feel guilty when i think about how much i let our friendships fade.
i think i'm trying to learn how to come to terms that i can't hold on to every relationship that comes my way.
i think i'm learning that i mess up.
and i wonder, admist all those thoughts, how God will redeem such things.
i'm sorry i never kept in touch with you guys.