i think lately, i've been praying a lot of preemptive prayers. maybe it's because the worrier inside of me is so wrought with anxiety that i have to pray for things i think will go wrong in the future :P
or maybe it's because it's these calms that scare me the most. when i feel like i'm praying through psalm 62, a psalm that i found a lot of solace during this past semester. maybe it's because i'm scared that with the pressures of school and status quo and being good enough to affiliate with my major will get the best of me. maybe it's because i don't want to go back to staring at idols that have been broken over break.
who i am hates who i've been
i think we can relate to that...