i feel like i'm in charge of a lot of things recently.

i've been leading freshmen prayer mtgs for the past few weeks
organized the operation christmas child stuff today and tomorrow
leading small group again this week, meeting w/sg leader on monday
meeting up w/two upperclassmen girls this week

and while i'm rejoicing at the stretching-ness that God's presenting
challenges to value Him above all else first

i guess i wish more people would step up, especially in the freshmen class :/

sometimes i just want to say
hey.. i'm busy too
homework to do
projects to start and finish
labs to write up
.. what makes you any different?

sigh

i guess until then
i'll keep doing it?
and pray really hard that i'll find strength in serving Him
and not focus on the things



trusting in You. like always